My mom died Wednesday night last week. The past week I've spent going in a mad scramble to sort through and pack what I could into 7 boxes. 26 years of my life were lived in one house and I had to go through it all in 3 days. Probably 95% of my belongings were abandoned. I'm now living in Florida with my aunt to get up on my own two feet. It'll take me a long time, I'm sure, but at least I'm not under a bridge starving. It's just be very difficult, I had to leave a lot of things behind. And I don't know when I'll be settled into a new place of my own, probably not for another 6 months or so. I first have to learn to drive and get a job.
I'm really sad about my mom's death. It was extremely sudden, even though she'd been sick for 2 years. I'm going through a lot of emotions right now so it's easier for me to just sleep than to process things. And I'm very tired. I've been pushed to the edge of my capabilities this past week and it's been emotionally and physically draining for me. I'm very, very tired. So I probably won't be online much until I get my bearings on things.